Leo’s Thoughts

I hate feeling like i dont know where i’m going.  As if my mind lost it’s sense of direction, and now points me in all the wrong ways.

I have a certain dilemma in my life at the moment.  It doesn’t just involve me, but of course someone else.  And that’s where things get complicated.

 

This certain person occupies my every thought.  (Even though i fight, tooth and nail).  I’m in the middle of the longest and biggest of all battles.  The one between the mind and the heart.

 

See my mind is the realist in the conversation.  He reminds me that i have certain situations in my life that will not allow such a relationship to happen.  It’s just not possible, there is no compatibility.  Think of your daughters.  What will people say?  How old are you?  And on and on…until almost unbearable.

 

And then there’s my heart.  She’s the romantic one.  The one that tells how beautiful she is and whispers her name in my ear.  The one that get’s excited when she speaks, and fills my chest with warmth at the sight of her.  She’s perfect.  Adorable.  Isn’t she funny?  Isn’t she smart?  And on and on…until I’m dazed and confused.

 

You see my dilemma?  The screaming matches these two hold are beginning to take their toll on me.  I don’t know who to believe. 

 

Whatever am i to do?

Last Modified : August 13th, 2008
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